Is it surrender or acceptance that I feel?
When I know your gone, but I wish it wasn’t real?
When I walk in your home, and wish to see your face?
When there is an emptiness, a void, that cannot be replaced?
Have I accepted that you are truly gone?
Does going to work mean that I have moved on?
Have I accepted that the world has changed?
That our lives have now and forever been re-arranged?
Have I reached acceptance?
That mysterious fifth and final stage?
I accept and believe that this is not the end
I accept and believe that I will one day see you again
Side-by-side-by-side, our family will reunite in Heaven
Side-by-side with Christ, who has rescued and forgiven.
In honor of my Papa who passed away last year, January 14th, I will be re-posting my grief poems in the hopes that those who read these poems know that they are not alone and that our loved ones are not forgotten.
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A glorious message Kayla…. xxxx ….. I wrote this one on the weekend…
Nineteen Steps
I’m not blind
look up
there
upon spiralling
warm air
a golden leaf
hovering
like a dove
between
heaven and earth
floating
on a sea of love
there
waiting
a golden angel
forever
faithful
oh, love
aren’t you tired yet
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Wow Ivor, this is absolutely beautiful. We are lucky that love never tires.
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Yes Kayla. That’s what my words are trying to say, our love lives on 💙❤️💙❤️
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Beautiful, Kayla. I understand the depth of your emotion. I remember wondering so many of the same things when my grandma left us. Hugs to you. 💙
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Thank you for the hugs and support Heather. I am healing every day. Now I can remember more with smiles and laughter than tears. We are lucky though, to love so deeply.
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Very true! I still miss my grandma every single day. But it’s easier to remember the good things now and not feel as sad. I love telling my girls stories about her. They were still little when she passed. It feels like a piece of her is still here when I share with people the things that made her special.
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Sharing and remembering is such a wonderful way to honor those who have gone before us
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Agreed! 💙
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Reblogged this on Fae Corps Publishing.
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